Killed in my own war zone.

It's 8 pm. and I was wondering what to wear tomorrow. So I walked to my wardrobe and opened the doors and something happened! no, not a gooey monster came out instead a huge wave of clothes vomited onto me. And I died. (lol if this happened I felt sort of thankful because I don't have to clean up the mess.

Well what happened was my fault. During the cleaning up session I decided to divide the clothes into to groups (like the food pyramid only this one with two floors). One is for me and the other group to be thrown (omg yaya you are so tak ikhlas use proper words please,) given out to charity.

After 10 minutes I started to feel the thumping in my head. omg headache. All the emotions started to mix up. Sometimes I went kneeling and wailing while holding a certain blouse, or top or pants. Sometimes I complained too much. It went like this " what the hell was I thinking " (gesturing towards my OWN colourful shirt), then it went "why did I waste my money for these! ", "It's not even my size how in the world it got in here", "I never wore these??", "when did I get this one?", "urgh I shouldn't have listened to her advice (a friend's) to buy this top!", "owh how lovely I could not let this top lost in the sea of clothes again so I can wear it next week!".

Insane right. I don't need any advice I just need my own rehab of stopping myself from shopping in a while and get a magic wand to make the unwanted clothes disappear. Right away.

Sick things/dumb things that i love.

Where do you wanna go right now?

Greece.

Why?

Beautiful sea view with enchanting small buildings. Google Santorini.

What natural thing you love most on earth?

Clouds

What colours make you feel so free and peaceful?

Turquoise and baby blue.

Name one habit you can think of right now?

Eating chocolate before sleep

Do you watch travel channels?

yupp

What kind of food do you prefer from those channels you watched?

Middle east food.

Name one?

I am crazy with hummus. i wanna eat it with toast, and everything.

What thing are you gonna do when you are alone in your room without any gadgets just your childhood stuff?

painting, go artsy!

Think of a friend, what are you gonna do with him/her to end 2011?

Him, used to be a close pal, to have a longggg chat together. I'll do the talking the most, he'll listen. xD

Teh Tarik mediocrity

If macha can make teh tarik like this

killing time

Spell your name with songs.

N - Naive-Lily Allen

U - Unbreakable -Michael Jackson

R - Raise your rifles- Autopilot off

U - Under cover of darkness -The Strokes

L - Labyrinth -Alesana

Name: Nurul

Nickname: Yaya

Hair Color: Dark brown

Zodiac Sign: Ariessss

The shoes you wore today: Brogues

Your weaknesses: a confused personnnnn~

Your fear(s): snakes urghh

Your perfect pizza: tomatoes and cheeese

Goal you’d like to achieve: find a tall, big boyfriend who's also not selfish and reliable~

Your bedtime? whenever i wish

Most missed memory? with people i care

This Or That…

Pepsi or Coke? neither (don't like gassy drinks)

McDonald’s or Burger King: Fatnesssss

Adidas or Nike: Adidasssss

Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Lipton

Chocolate or Vanilla: Chocolate

Cappuccino or coffee: Teh Tarik

Do You…

Smoke: nay

Curse: when annoyed

Sing: All da toime

Dance: Na

Take a shower everyday: lol

Have a crush: AS stilllllllllllll (whyyy)

Do you think you’ve been in love?: heh

Want to get married: Yeah

Get along with your parents: yeap

In the past month…

Gone to the mall: Yezzzzzzzzza

Eaten Sushi: Mmmmmmmmmmmmm

Been on stage: yepppps

Gone skating: twice

Made homemade cookies: yepp

Gone Skinny dipping: Nooooz

Ever…

Flashed anyone: HAHA nah mate

Age you hope to get married: 27+

Numbers of Children: 2

Describe your Dream Wedding: Simple

What country would you most like to visit? Greeeeeece!

In the opposite sex..

BEST eye color? anything

BEST hair color? Whatever suits em

Short hair or long hair? Preferably short

Height: Taller than me duh

Number of people I could trust with my life: A few

Number of CDs that I own: countless

Number of tattoos: None

Number of piercings: 6 all on ears 1 nose

Personal Quiz

Who were you with yesterday? mum

What woke you up this morning? our gardener talking outside near my bedroom

Where are you? Home

Is tomorrow going to be a good day? Doubt it

THE PAST

What’s on your mind RIGHT NOW? unicorns xD

THE FUTURE

What kind of home would you like? big

What do you want to be when you grow up? engineer preferably automotive

Where do you see yourself in 5 years? in an Italian vehicle factory workin

IN GENERAL

Do you like candy necklaces? Yus cute

When was the last time you fell over or ran into something? tumbled down the stairs (how careless)

Do you listen to music every day? YESS

What was the last thing you ate? tandoori and teh tarik (nak ckp jugak)

Are you a fast typer? LOL idk

Are you listening to music right now? Ya

How long ’till your birthday? 4 months woop two to da two!!

When were you the saddest in your whole life? when daddy got into his major surgery due to heart attack

What time is it? 11.56

Do you use ebay to buy or sell? Na

Who makes you mad? No one really

Have you ever heard a song written about you? YEAH BAHAHAGAAH

Something you want to happen in 2011? Theres only 4 days left =[ SOMETHING GOOD PLZZZZZZZ

Honestly, do you miss 2007? Hell yeah

HONESTY SECTION

1. Honestly, what color is your underwear? Cbf

2. Honestly, whats on your mind? when am i gonna hit the sack huh

3. Honestly, what are you doing right now? -

6. Honestly, have you done something bad today? nup

8. Honestly, who is the last person you talked to on the phone? my babe! baiyah

OMG GET ME THESE!!!!!!!!!

A guy and his thumb rule

Girl, are you eyeing the "one-of-a-kind" guy much? well let see what rule he plays before you get your pretty self to him. come, come.

Some guys actually already have a vague sense of the rough concept of this rule, albeit subconsciously and, well, pretty much the wrong way round. I’ll tell you what I mean.

You’ve probably heard the old adage “treat ‘em mean, keep ‘em keen”, right?

Well lots of guys use this as a rule of thumb when they’re out hoping to attract women. They figure that by appearing aloof and unattainable they boost their val

ue in the minds of women and make themselves more valuable and attractive. Unfortunately, things don’t work like that in real life. The only way a guy can play hard to get and still attract women is if he’s massively good-looking or otherwise physically rare – that might hold the interest of girls for a while longer than usual, but only

because they’re silently hoping the guy will turn out to be charismatic and engaging.

Remember, women prefer charismatic men over quiet, brooding guys because the charismatic guys are the ones who are going to make the girls feel wanted, appreciated, sexy and valued. When women say they like “strong, silent types” (which is my interest) they really mean that they like good-looking men who hold back their charisma and

personality until they’re in a one-on-one situation with a girl – which, of course, is hugely appealing in the fantasy world of a girl’s mind. (verrry appealing).

So that's what happened to some girls. To be attracted to this kind of guy who is hard to get. Let's just not waste your time to figure out ways to get his attention if he holds back too much. like too much.

Just don't be dumb and say to his face:

not classy..

“What” and “If” are two words as non-threatening as words can be. But put them together side-by-side and they have the power to haunt you for the rest of your life; What if? What if? What if? If what you felt then was true love, then it’s never too late. If it was true then, why wouldn’t it be true now? You need only the courage to follow your heart.”

—	Letters To Juliet

Gonna wear!

It's friday friday

.

fudge! puasla hati kau.

me and my baby someday xD

What of itttt

What were you doing at 8am this morning?

driving to work, listening to Pagi Rock Crew

What were you doing 30 minutes ago?

scrolling down my dash

What are you listening to?

coldplay

What color shirt are you wearing?

blue

What is the most common name you are called other than your given name?

yaya

The last movie you watched?

waiting for forever

What would you do if you found out the person you like was in a relationship?

laugh my ass off

Do you smoke?

never

Will tomorrow be a good day?

doubt it

Do you have a reason to smile right now?

nope

How are you feeling?

very tired

Is there something you’re not looking forward to?

this week ugh

How’s life going?

Lol so shit

Are you excited about anything?

pay check day

Has anyone made you feel like crap lately?

hell yeah

How can people tell if you’re in a bad mood?

i dont talk

Have you ever worked in a food place?

yeapo

Is there someone that always makes you happy whenever you see them/talk to them?

lmao yeah

If you are being extremely quiet what does that mean?

tired, pissed off, annoyed

Will you be up before 7 am tomorrow?

i wish i cld say noooooooooooo

Do you prefer to call or text?

depends

Will you talk to someone on the phone tonight?

nupppppppppp

Are you thinking about anyone?

unfortunately yes

Who is your last missed call?

ceebs checking

What does your last text say?

’ i got kidnapped’ LOL

If you could go back in time and change things, would you?

YES

What do you currently hear at the moment?

charmer - kings of leon

Are you easily scared by horror movies?

nawt reallllllllly

Does someone like you right now?

as far as i concern nah

Have you ever worn the opposite sex’s clothing?

yep

Are you afraid others will judge you from reading some of your answers?

LOL nah

Do you miss someone?

l0l

When did you last talk to your number 1?

whos my number 1 ..

Do you speak more than 6 languages?

LOL god damn i wish!

Who else is in the room with you?

ma brothur

How do you feel about your hair?

wish it was thicker =[

Do you drink coffee?

yum

When is your birthday?

april 17th!

Is there a person of the opposite sex who means a lot to you?

of course

Do you eat breakfast daily?

nope

What was the last thing you drank?

milky coffee

When was the last time you threw up?

can't remember

Would you consider your parents to be strict?

mm in betweeen

Have you ever phoned a sex hot line?

LMAO HELL NA

When was the last time you talked to a sibling?

like 2 mins ago

How old do you look?

18 apparently =[

Last thing you ate?

fried chicken and grapes!

What gets on your nerves?

slow as replies, people that sniff a lot LOL

How do you make your money?

daddyo heh and work

What’s your worst habit?

probly staying up late then regretting it in the mawnin

Do you hate being home alone?

nah luvz it

How many people do you currently have feelings for?

uno?

If the person you have feelings for started smoking, What would you do?

-

What’s something you really want right now, be honest?

iphone 4s and holidays!!

Ever had a near death experience?

yeah HAHA

Name someone with the same birthday as you?

jennifer garner

Honestly, if you could go back 1 month and change something would you?

hell yes

Are you listening to music right now?

yessssssssir

When’s the last time you had a late night phone conversation?

last decade

Do you want to see someone this very minute?

wouldnt mind

Are you a forgiving person?

yeap

Describe how you feel about your life in the past month using one word:

dope..lol

Last person you saw other than your family?

my boss

Will tomorrow be better than today?

guessso!

Name a time you thought you were going to die?

none

Which of your friends lives closest to you?

anis and ayie

When was the last time somebody annoyed you?

probly today lol

Next vacation you’re going on?

no clue =[

Ever sneak out the house?

never tnx to alarm sys

Last thing you purchased?

jackfruit

Do you ever lie about your age?

yeah LMAO

Have you ever not been able to get someone out of your head?

hahahahahhahahahahahahaharr

What do you miss most about your past?

everything :(

If someone likes you would you want them to tell you?

why nawt

Name something great that happened today?

fam

Do you have any siblings?

a brother

Have you ever gone tanning?

im malaysian, already tanned and hot and sexy

Does your birthday come before April Fool’s Day?

apparently afta

Were you happier 6 months ago, or now?

ermm

Where do you go when you want to be alone?

my room

Do you get along with your parents?

very much

Do you believe that what comes around goes around?

meh

What is your favorite fruit?

cherries and kiwi

Ever felt like you hit rock bottom?

mhm

What’s your favorite season?

autumn

Do you believe that there are certain circumstances where cheating is okay?

no way

Can you honestly say that things are running smoothly for you?

nope!

Are promises important to you?

yeahp

Will you talk to the person you like tonight?

- (how i wish he wld)

made myself this before sleep..

i don't care as long it tastes gooood

No true. I am not lying.

Damn. Pals, do i need to wait? (it's been a looooooong decade i have waited) or do i need to start again? or do i need to just tell the truth that "i like him like hell" or do i need to just let it go? what do i do? every day i keep thinking about him! erghhhh. yea him. tall tall. him lah. him!

Btw, things that stopped me to tell the truth are, everytime i was the one who started it, then we kept completely quiet to each other (actually i was hoping he wld at least remember to hit-me-baby-one-more-time, then on my mind he has somebody else that's more special than me (well actually i wanted to know as fast as possible whether he has someone else so i can jump off the story -well not the building of course).

So let's move on to other story because i don't want to stay sorrowful to things that i can impossible get.

I think i need to watch more Australian dramas, movies and also listen to Aussie's music per se. As i was crawling in the dark when i encountered a pure Aussie customer. He said his name is Millar with Ayyye and i heard it as " I " alphabet instead of " A ". Well i am not ashamed to tell in my blog that i was kind of blinking too much as he spoke to me cuz i merely understand manglish better than aussinglish. And he pronounced Kia as Keyya. So if i were to list the words he said it might take a long time. Now let's find Austrailian Moowvie mite (mate)!

now it's a trend.

influence: nicki minaj

short story long.

Yay. tomorrow is half day. but there's gonna be a long queue of cars in the morning til noon that makes me kardashian ass desperate to sit.

Shit looks even better than:

Girls who smoke cigarettes especially the one who makes face like "fuck you all the people who loathe me, so what?".

Bow tie for girl?

absolutely. bow tie is the new necklace. play it around with short plated skirt or shorts. not just tux. well come on, mix and match.

Steps to laze yourself like a real girl over the weekend

Instructions:

• wear your scarf like a turban.

• Wear oversize pullover like this;

• Wear a dream catcher like necklace like this;

• Grab a sling bag,

• Go get macaroons with your tweeps.

• Believe me you will end up looking like this if you follow the instructions;

Oh no

abbra cadabbra turn her into cake!!

bazingga!!!

Whoopeedo

This is the movie I selected after a long day at work.

So ever wonder why I chose this movie. Pffft no reason.

Trends I'm Ready to See Die

Inspired by the horrid outfits girls wear today and a full gallon of haterade, I am ready to share :)

1. Ladies, for the last TIME, leggings are NOT pants
2. If you own hip-hugging jeans circa 2000, please donate them or refurbish in some fashion. Don't pack them up, they're not coming back.
3. Hipster thick frames are cute. Popping out the lenses on your 3D glasses and propping them on your face? Not so much.
4. High-Heeled Hunting/Timberland style boots
5. Lack of effort. Look presentable, not like you were partying all night. It doesn't look cute in class at 9am.
6. Plaid mini skirts. Unless layered in L.A.M.B. fashion, this doesn't work.
7. Clogs. Never an endorser.
8. Thin Eyebrows. I'm definitely not impressed by super thick eyebrows I've seen on the runways, but it's better than thin brows.
9. Women with barrettes in their hair. WHY?
10. Disintegrating rain boots worn with knee socks.

That is all for now. Let my positivity wash over you.
** If this is seen as an excessively negative post or offends anyone, my apologies. Just trying to have a little fun :)